Am I being too emotionally and physically available for my bf? I feel like I’m the only one looking forward to seeing him. ( I posted this in another forum: I just need some advice and people from a difference outlook -please I’m just so numb tired right now) (mind fuck involved )

2022.01.25 17:03 Ill_Bookkeeper_289 Am I being too emotionally and physically available for my bf? I feel like I’m the only one looking forward to seeing him. ( I posted this in another forum: I just need some advice and people from a difference outlook -please I’m just so numb tired right now) (mind fuck involved )

I feel like sometimes I’m just too emotionally open with my bf. I care about him a lot and I tend to be very expressive.I’m always the one who makes plans and dates. I’m the one who always asks to hang out. I see him once a week as well cuz I have work all the other days. And I’m the one who always asks for hugs. It makes me feel like I’m the only one who really is invested.
It was our anniversary last weekend.
Idk I just feel overwhelmed from work and I sometimes come back and he plays mind fucks with me. The one that affected me the most was when,one evening I was went driving to get my school books and he called me to talk.He started saying all this shit that he was going to kill himself. I legit turned my car around and I kept telling “don’t do it please- don’t do it (name).” Then he said it was too late and that at least he told me. I started to get really worried and started to cry and beg him not to because I care about him and that I don’t want him to go. That he mattered. Then he muted himself and then I frantically drove and kept saying his name and crying him to not do it. When I got near where he lives I checked his loc so I can find him and hug him not to do it but he turned it off.
I started to panic .Mind you he was mute at this point so it was making more anxious and scared. I started historically crying and ran to where I thought he would go. I kept crying :(NAME)NOOOOO DONT STOP (NAMEE!!!) - my voice was shaking and I couldn’t see where I was running at that point. I crossed the road and got tapped by a car but thankfully it wasn’t that hard and just made me stumble to the other side by I hit the sign pole and it hurt. I fell on the floor and I just didn’t wanna get up. The other line was quiet and I just started crying uncontrollably and I felt scared and like I failed. I left my phone out of my hand and on the floor . I didn’t care anymore if it got scratched.
But then through my fucking tears I heard his ass talking again. Saying 😲 are u ok? What happened?where are you?hey (my name) .
He found me minutes later and I felt numb.
He was fine. He said he was sorry. He said he didn’t know I would get hurt. And I just couldn’t say anything and I just could only stare as I felt my cheeks dry cold from where my tears ran. My head hurt.
I felt so drained.
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To remember “gloves” I think of hand scarves (handskar).
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2022.01.25 17:03 fidokellow which Figo is best version?

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2022.01.25 17:03 Wolf_of_Wal-mart Amazon endorses GOP bill that would legalize marijuana on federal level

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2022.01.25 17:03 autotldr Prosecutor: Killings of Canadians in Mexico due to gang debt

This is the best tl;dr I could make, original reduced by 68%. (I'm a bot)

MEXICO CITY - A prosecutor in Mexico said Tuesday the killing of two Canadians at a Caribbean coast resort last week was motivated by debts between international gangs apparently dedicated to drug and weapons trafficking.
Montes said a first group of assassins hired to kill the Canadians earlier in January abandoned the job because there was too much security.
A second assassin flew in to the resort and carry out the killing.
Authorities said the two suspects arrested in the case so far are a professional kidnapper from Mexico City who coordinated the plot, and the hired killer.
In November, a shootout on the beach of Puerto Morelos left two suspected drug dealers dead. Authorities said there were some 15 gunmen from a gang that apparently disputed control of drug sales there.
In late October, farther south in the laidback destination of Tulum, two tourists - one a California travel blogger born in India and the other German - were caught in the apparent crossfire of rival drug dealers and killed.
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2022.01.25 17:03 h6story For all the lovers (and memers) of Ukraine: [UA] CLAN!

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